Wednesday, August 10, 2011
time's fly and running
SALAM readers~ hi..
sedar tak sedar.. sudah hmpir 3 bulan sy di sini kan.. di tempat yg dulunya dianggap asing dan merbahaya.. kini semakin familiar.. dan mungkin agak enjoy dgn keadaan dan suasananya. even though this place doesn't have the speciality of sabah.. still, it was a big and fun and exciting moment with these people. some are good and some are bad.
im not denying that sometimes i feel stress here. tapi, kadang-kala, bila terkenangkan rakyat jelata A303, terus relief. everything gonna be okay. as long as you are happy di rumah. well, i miss my gorgeous room. sigh~~
bulan 10 masih jauh dan jarak perjalanan masih panjang. onak dan duri juga masih banyak yang perlu ditempuh. harus bersabar menunggu detik kembali ke home sweet home. semoga masa berlalu pantas tapi efektif. (jenis bahasa apa la yg sy sedang guna ni???)
i don't know what to say. i am now lying in my "2nd floor" bed. with the light off cz my other housemates are already drown in their own dreams.. kekekeke
haih~~~~ so empty inside.
trying to be normal but instead i myself feel sick with me being like that. hence, i go back being myself. alhamdulillah.. so far, i still can survive. though the PLANET is now like a war.. but, i must be patient. there's only about 1 month and a half to go. then i won't be here anymore. im going to move to another PLANET. hopefully much better than this.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Quotes
rajin untuk menulis tapi kertas assignment sudah hilang. such a waste of time. bukan senang tau sy jadi rajin ni. berusaha untuk cari lagi sekali.
perasaan dalam hati (???)
annyeong! hi~~ hihihihihi~~ gembira ye hr ni.. konon laa~~ menggembirakan hati yg duka sebenarnya.
entry kali ini tentang, emm... ntah laa...skrg ni tgh blajar. konon~~ hehe.. semangat waja ni. malam ini sgt rajin kerana telah menidurkan diri selama 4 jam di atas katil yg sgt tinggi kerana katil sy ialah katil double-decker dan sy adalah penghuni tingkat 2 katil tersebut. so, dengan susah payah nya memanjatkan diri ke atas, terus mengampai dan tidur. n then sudah plan untuk bangun after midnight. dan yeah!!~~ here i am.. bangun sebangun-bangunnya. merajinkan diri untuk menelaah pelajaran.
hanya kerana esok ada test, terus rajin aa~~ bagus.. hihihi.. sebenarnya kerajinan itu datang sendiri tanpa diduga dan alhamdulillah otak dan minda turut memberi reaksi yg sgt bagus mlm dan pagi ini. semoga otak dan minda akan kekal sebegini sampai exam final nanti.
sekarang ni sedang membaca dan mengingat dan turut memahami subjek law038 ( legal research and information processing skills ). ekceli, subjek ini la yg sy sangat tidak faham dan tidak akan faham kalau tidak merajinkan diri untuk memahami nya. dan kini, setelah membelek-belek buku eh salah. nota housemate.. serta mencatit nota dan isi2 penting.. saya hampir memahami subjek konpius ini. syukran Allah.
syabas norazielah kerana berjaya membuat mind mape yg sgt comel utk subjek CSC and LAW038 ni. hahaha... berdoa sahaja untuk kejayaan masa hadapan. amin~~
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
think you know about friendship??
hi there~~ i almost forgot about this blog. hihih.. well, 여깄어, 시가는 없어요~.. chewaaa~~
how are you today?? good?? just doing fine?? better?? well, whatever your condition are, i hope u will be happy. and ALWAYS be happy. well, eventhough something bothering your mind, feel free to watch any comedy show or any variety show that will make you smile (again). those will help a lot. i promise. i've try it before. and it's work. it does help me a lot to get over my stress time. and frustrated mind.. try it.. :)
okay, back to the main point (eleh, actually there's no main point pun; saja ja mo menaip) well, i just visited my 친구 sahranie's blog (han-aechan.blogspot.com). it's touching me when she wrote something bout me. well, i miss her like crazy! we're far apart now. and yes! i MISS her! i need her right now.
my friend here isn't like her. it's hard to find someone that knows you and can accept you just the way you are. sigh~ i've already found the biggest and PRECIOUS thing in the whole world which is hard (very hard) to get. BEST FRIEND + S. but sigh~ they're too far from me. i can't even reach them. sometimes i feel like want to cry. i miss them~ :(
best friend(s) isn't someone you can just pick and say "owh she's/he's my best buddy" without knowing who you are and who she/he are. it something that require time and heart. not just two heart. the more heart you know, the more heart get to know you. and the more heart you will get as a friend. it's not just something written or something to say. it's something you can feel.
(ouh,k am i a lecturer?? )
my intention at first is to say about K-Pop. which is suju. but now the main topic is about friendship. well, ~~~ people change~~ :P
okay.. it's not only sahranie @ 한애찬. i've got more. there are 5 of us. me, sahranie, hafizah, erma and shakilla. i miss them all. i'm close with sahranie bcz of.. emm.. there's no reason.. it just because sahranie herself!
it's hard to find someone that trust you, know how to handle you (well, im a bit err... what to say hard?? harsh?? ) but sahranie know how to control me. and that was DAE~BAK! i feel small when im with her. eventhough in others eyes, i am someone who are standing with my own feet, who don't need others to success, who don't care about other who want to step in my way.. etc..
i DO miss her a lot. especially these days.. where i need a lot of support from people around me. thanks to Allah, because HE lend me and my chingu, some time to spend before she back to hostel. well, she supposed to go back to hostel on sunday (31st july 2011). but then she told me, she'll be back on 6th august. yeah~ that's a long period of time. i miss the time where we were on our computer, tweeting some crrazy stuff. well, that was before.. hmm, after we finish our SPM exam. while waiting for the result. and now, life has to go on. we were all going to our own way. but still we're are tied with the friendship status. i hope we'll be like this forever.
it's not just the two of us. i'll story-mory about the others next time. now, i think this post is long enough. hehe..
sahranie.. bogoshipeo~~
H.Sea , they are my girls. i love them.
with love,
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